Okay, so I am not sure of the direction I would like this blog to head in, but I need an outlet, I need a hobby, I need to immerse myself in something. I also enjoy writing, I want to go back to school for it. So I am going to use this for whatever I see fitting at the current moment.

I am at work right now. I have answered a few emails, and ate lunch and now I am thinking of ways I can ease the stress of my upcoming trip. I have decided to start carrying a notebook with me. I haven't had a lot of success in the recent years in getting myself back on track, and just in an overall better state of mind, so I feel like documenting a lot more will be helpful. I was speaking to my friend Nicole the other day. She is very good at... like... determining how people are and whatnot. I am not sure if that makes sense though. She is good at describing people's personalities and building a reputable judgment of them. To be honest, I feel like it is a good quality to have. She is very observant and very good at putting words to her observations. We were discussing how I kind of went down hill in the recent past, and how I am working on getting back. I mentioned that one thing I used to be really good at was self-discipline. I currently struggle in that department. I think it started in college. A lot of things were going on in my personal life at that time that I think I just focused too much on the now, and what I needed now that would make me feel better in the short term, and not how it would effect my future. But I am realizing this and ready to get myself back.

Obama Out.